CORAÇÃO INIMIGO! (TRANSTORNO DE ANSIEDADE).

Ultimamente, meu coração tem me incomodado muito. Até parece que é meu inimigo. Não consigo nem mais conversar amigavelmente com ele. De uns tempos para cá,  começou a disparar, de repente, parecendo  saltar pela boca. Fui num excelente cardiologista, indicado pelo meu dentista. Queria saber o que estava acontecendo comigo. Morro de medo de ter um infarto fulminante como o meu pai teve. O bandido do meu coração vive me assustando, suores frios, amortecimentos em algumas partes do corpo, aumento da pressão arterial. Isso tudo acompanhado de um enorme pavor de morrer. Não dava mais pra continuar assim! Logo que cheguei no cardiologista, não entendi o porque, piorei. A minha pressão subiu muito. Pensei que ia morrer ali mesmo! Comecei a tremer e ficar com as pernas bambas. A enfermeira vendo meu quadro, antecipou o atendimento. Finalmente, fiquei,  frente a frente com o meu possível salvador! Doutor Alex. Homem simpático, calmo e sorridente. Naquele dia, fazia uma tarde típica de primavera. Dr. Alex, descontraído, iniciou um diálogo sobre as lindas flores do ipê dourado, bem em frente a janela do consultório. Carregado de flores, irradiando um  dourado energético pelo ambiente. Aquele visual e a voz calorosa do médico conseguiram  mudar  meu foco ansioso. Fui sentindo a respiração mais calma. Funcionou melhor que um remédio a conversa com o medico. Meu coração foi retomando a serenidade lentamente. Aquilo me encantou. Voltei a respirar normalmente. Ele nem tinha me examinado ainda! Nem  sabia de meus sintomas e problemas. Em meio  a essas sensações, de repente, o vento da primavera sopra pétalas das flores do ipê, bem em cima da minha cabeça. Sensação incrivelmente energética! Enquanto o doutor se ajeitava em sua cadeira, caiu também uma daquelas florzinhas douradas no dorso de sua mão. Ele sorriu. Me chamou a atenção a  delicadeza e sensibilidade que ele teve com a pequena flor! Naquele momento eu pude ver sua alma. Num rítmo tranquilo, Dr. Alex, retomou a conversa. Queria saber de minhas alegrias. De minhas andanças. De meus amores… Comentou que uma moça “tão bonita” devia ter muitas histórias interessantes pra contar!!! Toda essa conversa descompromissada me fez muito bem. Quando ele, finalmente, quis saber sobre a minha queixa, eu já tinha quase me esquecido do tremendo mal estar dos últimos tempos. Doutor Alex, claro, fez os exames de praxe. Terminou a consulta me dizendo que eu tinha que fazer as pazes comigo mesma.  Que o meu coração estava muito zangado, por eu não deixar ele se expressar. O meu quadro era psicossomático. “TRANSTORNO DE ANSIEDADE”! Esse quadro emocional era o gerador dos inúmeros sintomas que estavam me torturando nos últimos tempos. Disse que eu não era cardíaca. Nossa, que alívio! Essa era uma das minhas cenas temidas. Terminando a consulta, me senti mais segura. Com muita esperança de finalmente ter encontrado o caminho da cura. A receita do médico foi simples e direta: muitos alongamentos, respiração, exercícios aeróbicos e uma boa psicoterapia. Saí do consultório mais leve. Caminhando pela avenida, fui sentindo a brisa da tarde acariciando todo o meu corpo, mostrando como a vida pode ser bela. Num momento seguinte, subitamente, o meu coração tentou brigar comigo, novamente. Quase entrei em desespero. Rapidamente resgato a imagem do ipê dourado e da sensação de cura que ele causou em mim. Fui melhorando novamente.  Aquelas flores tem poderes. Dourado no coração, combina mais comigo!

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