FANTASIAS DE MULHER CARENTE! (CONTATO COM A REALIDADE)

Sou Carla! Quem se atreve a me julgar? Sou casada e traio “emocionalmente” o meu marido. Tenho fantasias com outros homens.  Acho que  entrei na idade da “loba”! De uns tempos para cá, me surpreendo com pensamentos em cenas íntimas e românticas com personagens criados em minha imaginação. A primeira vez em que isso aconteceu, foi após uma briga feia que houve entre eu e o Ricardo, meu marido. Ele foi tão grosseiro que tive ímpetos de pular no pescoço dele! Claro que não cometeria esse ato insano. Não sou louca e nem burra! Um metro e noventa de puros músculos! A rotina, a falta de criatividade e contas a pagar, foram amortecendo os meus sentimentos por ele. Acho que eu esperava muito desse casamento! De certa forma eu consegui. Tenho a “LUNA”, uma filha maravilhosa, a cara do pai. Ao mesmo tempo em que ilumina as nossas vidas, também representa um obstáculo a realizar os meus sonhos de mulher. E olha que são muitos! Mas Luna está acima de tudo para mim! Por ela eu morro! Quando aprendi a me refugiar em minhas fantasias, o  mundo ficou mais colorido. Em minha cabeça, encontrei uma forma secreta de me manter feliz e não destruir a minha família. Era tão engraçado. Muitas vezes me peguei provocando o Ricardo só para ele ser agressivo e eu poder criar em minha mente um personagem capaz de satisfazer meus desejos de mulher e eu não sentir culpa. Sei que atrás desse comportamento desequilibrado, que surge em nossas brigas, existe um homem tentando se fortalecer para se sentir mais admirado e com uma melhor auto-estima. Acho que por isso sinto culpa. Nem sei se ainda o amo. Só sei que preciso sonhar e realizar desejos enquanto me sinto “VIVA”! Muitas vezes me critico e me acho imatura. Nesses momentos volto à minha lucidez. Enxergo a realidade. Valorizo mais o meu marido e consigo até sentir tesão por ele. Assim passamos curtos períodos de “felicidade”! Dali a pouco todo o inferno se repete. Num desses períodos de guerra fui ao supermercado. Estava numa banca de produtos naturais, distraída; ouço uma voz rouca e máscula me perguntando sobre os morangos incríveis que ali estavam expostos. Levantei os olhos e vi a personificação de meus sonhos. Tremi. Gaguejei! Nem me lembro o que falei, só sei que Fábio, esse era o seu nome, passou a ocupar o meus pensamentos, perigosamente. Alimentei esse perigo por seis meses. Foram momentos platônicos! Quando nossa “amizade” foi ficando muito ameaçadora, resolvi dar um basta. Eu não poderia destruir meu casamento por uma fantasia. Acho que foi o contato com a realidade mais sofrido que vivi. Tive que fazer uma escolha. Sentia que aquela sonho não tinha bases  na realidade. Fábio era quase um adolescente! Eu uma mulher de quarenta. Me afastei! Fiquei mais exigente e adulta com o meu marido. Ele com medo de me perder mudou muito! Se conscientizou e se assustou com minhas mudanças de atitudes. O meu casamento foi se tornando mais feliz. Menos brigas. Mais respeito! Acho que estamos amadurecendo. Vejo minha filha mais segura. Vivendo mais alegre os seus nove anos de idade. Acho que me ancorei numa fase de crescimento e auto realização. Voltei a estudar jornalismo.  Estava noutro dia na lanchonete da faculdade, senti um tocar leve em meu ombro. Reconheci aquela voz rouca e máscula. DESTA VEZ EU NÃO TREMI!!!

1.231 comentários em “FANTASIAS DE MULHER CARENTE! (CONTATO COM A REALIDADE)”

  1. I?m satisfied, I should say. Really seldom do I come across a blog site that?s both informative and enjoyable, and let me inform you, you have actually hit the nail on the head. Your suggestion is outstanding; the problem is something that not nearly enough people are speaking smartly around. I am really pleased that I stumbled across this in my search for something relating to this.

    Responder

  2. A large percentage of of the things you claim happens to be astonishingly legitimate and it makes me ponder why I had not looked at this with this light previously. This particular article truly did turn the light on for me as far as this topic goes. Nonetheless at this time there is just one position I am not necessarily too cozy with and whilst I make an effort to reconcile that with the actual core idea of the position, permit me see what all the rest of the subscribers have to point out.Nicely done.

    Responder

  10. I not to mention my pals have been reading the nice advice found on your site then quickly I got an awful suspicion I never thanked you for those tips. Those guys are actually totally happy to see them and have in effect extremely been making the most of these things. Thank you for being very kind and then for picking out varieties of helpful themes millions of individuals are really eager to know about. My sincere apologies for not expressing appreciation to you sooner.

    Responder

  11. Hey there! I know this is somewhat off topic but I was wondering which blog platform are you using for this site? I’m getting sick and tired of WordPress because I’ve had issues with hackers and I’m looking at options for another platform. I would be great if you could point me in the direction of a good platform.

    Responder

  12. Youre so cool! I don’t suppose Ive read anything similar to this before. So great to discover someone with some original ideas on this subject. realy thanks for starting this up. this internet site is something that is required on the web, a person with a little originality. useful job for bringing something brand-new to the net!

    Responder

  13. Hi, i read your blog from time to time and i own a similar one and i was just curious if you get a lot of spam feedback? If so how do you reduce it, any plugin or anything you can recommend? I get so much lately it’s driving me mad so any support is very much appreciated.

    Responder

  28. Very interesting points you have noted , appreciate it for putting up. “Brass bands are all very well in their place – outdoors and several miles away.” by Sir Thomas Beecham.

    Responder

  38. Thanks for some other fantastic post. The place else may just anyone get that type of information in such a perfect way of writing? I’ve a presentation subsequent week, and I’m on the search for such information.

    Responder

  39. Its like you read my mind! You appear to know a lot about this, like you wrote the book in it or something. I think that you could do with a few pics to drive the message home a bit, but instead of that, this is excellent blog. An excellent read. I will definitely be back.

    Responder

  50. Can I just state what an alleviation to find somebody who actually knows what theyre speaking about on the net. You absolutely know how to bring an issue to light and also make it vital. More individuals need to read this and recognize this side of the story. I angle think youre not more prominent since you absolutely have the gift.

    Responder

  59. I have to thank you for the efforts you have put in writing this site. I am hoping to view the same high-grade content by you later on as well. In truth, your creative writing abilities has inspired me to get my very own blog now ;)|

    Responder

  62. Very nice post. I just stumbled upon your blog and wanted to mention that I have really enjoyed browsing your blog posts. After all I’ll be subscribing in your rss feed and I am hoping you write once more soon!

    Responder

  67. I’m impressed, I have to say. Actually rarely do I encounter a weblog that’s both educative and entertaining, and let me let you know, you have hit the nail on the head. Your idea is excellent; the problem is something that not sufficient people are speaking intelligently about. I’m very comfortable that I stumbled across this in my search for something referring to this.

    Responder

  71. Thanks a lot for giving everyone a very nice opportunity to discover important secrets from this website. It’s always very beneficial plus jam-packed with a lot of fun for me personally and my office friends to search your blog not less than three times per week to find out the latest tips you will have. And of course, I’m certainly contented considering the terrific pointers served by you. Selected 3 tips on this page are unequivocally the most efficient I have had.

    Responder

  78. My wife and i ended up being quite satisfied that Louis could finish up his investigations using the precious recommendations he came across in your site. It’s not at all simplistic just to find yourself offering hints people today might have been trying to sell. We consider we have got you to appreciate for that. All of the explanations you’ve made, the easy blog navigation, the relationships your site make it easier to promote – it’s everything spectacular, and it is making our son and our family do think the situation is awesome, and that is exceedingly essential. Thank you for everything!

    Responder

  84. Thanks on your marvelous posting! I definitely enjoyed reading it, you will be a great author.I will be sure to bookmark your blog and definitely will come back at some point. I want to encourage one to continue your great writing, have a nice morning!

    Responder

  92. I actually wanted to compose a quick word in order to appreciate you for these marvelous hints you are writing at this website. My time-consuming internet research has at the end of the day been rewarded with high-quality concept to exchange with my family and friends. I would claim that many of us readers actually are definitely lucky to live in a superb community with many special professionals with beneficial suggestions. I feel pretty happy to have used the website and look forward to tons of more thrilling moments reading here. Thanks once again for everything.

    Responder

Deixe uma resposta

O seu endereço de e-mail não será publicado.